| “Foolish men mistake transitory semblance for eternal fact” Thomas Carlyle |
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| i found your song ! |
[Friday the 24th
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Love, love, love-love-love-love
You were everything I wanted,
You were everything a girl could be,
Then you left me broken hearted,
Now you don't mean a thing to me,
All I wanted was your love, love, love-love-love-love.
Hate is a strong word, but I really really really dont like you,
Now thats it's over I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word but I really, really, really don't like you.
I really don't like you.
Thought that everything was perfect,
Isn't that how it's suppose to be,
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently,
All I wanted was your love, love, love-love-love-love.
Hate is a strong word but I really really really don't like you,
(I really don't like you)
Now thats it's over I don't even know what I liked about you,
(Liked about you)
Brought you around and you just brought me down,
Hate is a strong word but I really really really don't like you.
Now that it's over you can't hurt me,
Now that it's over you can't bring me down.
Oh, Oh, Oh, oh-oh-oh (x2)
All I wanted was your love, love, love-love-love-love.
(Hate)
Hate is a strong word but I really really really don't like you,
(I really don't like you)
Now thats its over I don't even know what I liked about you,
(Liked about you)
Brought you around and you just brought me down,
(Hate)
Hate is a strong word but I really, really, really don't like you.
Oh, Oh, Oh, oh-oh-oh (x4)
I really don't like you (x3)
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| huggababy ! |
[Monday the 13th
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hi, i'm back because 2 weeks is a bitch. :( it's 9.12pm now and i can't wait till 9.30pm comes and for time to stand still then.
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| tonight ( to you, don't drink too much water when you're about to sleep) |
[Wednesday the 11th
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I remember the time you told me about when you were eight And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play All the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus and how not to look back even if no one believes us When it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here...
I sing, Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight
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| 2009, 5am |
[Saturday the 3rd
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I'VE BEEN PLAYING MAPLEEEEE. A LOT ! HAHAHAHAHAHA okay, i know that's like super duper shocking or something but yes. i'm in my study room with janan, playing maple LOL. really quite an eye-opener and cockyness booster, really. now i finally realise why gamers are such cocky asses, haven't you realised ? it's uh, pretty fun i'd say. but i guess i'll be losing interest soon, considering that's all we ever do in these 2 days, apart from meals, etc. yes yes, i heard you say Hardcore (with a capital H) hahaha.
anyways, here's hello to 2009 and byebye 2008. another year, another cycle, here we go again. 2008 has been the worst year thus far, probably in every aspect but i'm glad i'm picking up and probably everything's gonna go super smooth. need it esp in the area of studies. omg 2008, CAN DIE. it was a sad year indeed. and looking back at it now, i'd probably regret for life since it's such a crucial year yet i'm so capable of screwing it all up. but oh wells. there's only one way when you're at rock bottom right ? :) not that i'm at rock bottom now but i'm moving up and i believe the tides are bound to remain; not ready to turn just yet. so cheers to that and cheers to 2008, hello 2009, what do you have installed ?
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[Wednesday the 31st
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shut up and let me go (!) |
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if i could, i'd contain myself in an air bubble and float around in my bubble. it'd be heat-proof, water-proof, electricity-proof and what not. it'd be un-tear-able. i'll place teddy in the bubble. oh and maybe janan too. then again, nah, probably not since he'll probably get bored and feel trapped in my little transparent bubble haha.
and i know the above is a damn child-like thought but it's random so all's cool yes ? must be all that viwawa to dress my wawa whose name is momo. i wanted to change it to moomoo but i don't know how to :(. when i had 1400 wawagold, i bought a ginger bread man that's worth 700+ and thus, no clothes for wawa. and when i had 1600+ wawagold, i bought hair and hairband for wawa. wawa still has no clothes. i just keep forgetting that wawa need to be covered haha, so ugly.
anyway, quite a bit happened when this journal was dead and i figured out that there's no point changing, back to past or changing for the future. what will happen WILL happen and what's more important is how we learn to accept it and probably change from there ? apart from that, stagnant's the word for me. i feel that it's more important that we learn not to feel, not to expect too much and ha, consider the worst state. yes, so very pessimistic but so very true. i know this pessimism will go by but i just thought i'd like to pen down my thoughts. so yes, there you got it, the journal's revived......... or maybe not ?
haha either way, happy christmas and merry new year to one and all, till then. ;)
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| I'M BACK HELLO. |
[Wednesday the 10th
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i'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. and yes, sydney was good and could have been better but let's not go there ! haha.
anyhows, i think i've caught on the laziness disease. i'm even lazy to talk, not to mention party ! i'm lazy to hang out even ! i want a change in this boring routine of waking up and party / eat / hang out and sleeping. i wanna get a job that can give me a skill or two and help in an orphanage. of which, i cannot wait for both to start. not that i've found them. and and jinwen and i are planning to go to church.
i need a more purposeful lifestyle than what i have now man. really.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST CHARMANT !! (as it says in my phone book haha) love you long time though we've fell out twice over the same silliest of matters incident. i'm glad we're still tight. thanks for always trying to be there and for being a true friend. i miss you soooo much alright. have a blast today and i'm sure i'll see you soon ! :)
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